no fear...
i have no fear of heaven or hell
i have been alone for the far greater portion of my life
there is nothing that could be done to me
that could scar me more
than you already have
i am ashamed of how i am with you
i am ashamed of how i speed
to do your bidding
there is no solace in heaven for me
you hand does not reach to touch
in the darkness of the long night
there is no fear of hell
for how can god hurt me
when you have done such a good job of it
so i have no fear of anything
i wait for death like waiting for the sun
of a new day
because today
someone might love me
enough to kill my body
my heart and soul
having died a slow death
at your hands